Pounded the following into my keyboard. after I had read it...
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Okay okay okay God stick a fork in me I'm done I get it!!!
I didn't hear her needs! I didn't listen! I wasn't there for her! I didn't appreciate her! I simply wasn't doing it for her even though I knew and even though she even kept on telling me over and over and over again! And still I didn;t get it even though I knew it! I knew! I know! I know I know I know I know!
WHAT NOW!?
Lord Oh Lord please help me be that better man and friend she needs right now!
Please help us find our way!
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
