Oh where to start. I left the house and did not wish to arrive more than 10 minutes early, so I stopped at W’s Uncle and Grandparents graves. I prayed and asked them for their support. They always liked me. Pretty much everybody likes me except W.
W greeted me at the door when I arrived. Big smile life is sooooo good. We went into the kitchen and sat down. She began to tell me how great her life is,, how good work is, so much to do. I did not want to hear it. Probably a mistake. I should have been friendlier. Instead I tried to maintain an emotional detachment. It is speculation on my part, I know I shouldn’t, but I think she read my attempt at this sitch doesn’t matter lets get this over with, as dislike and anger.
I got down to business, gathered the signatures I needed to file the taxes, and her share of the monies owed. I asked if there was anything else to discuss. Yes, we have to setup a meeting with the Ls, to sit down and work out the details of the D agreement. She wants it at her L office or at a meeting hall down the road from her work, I want it at my L office. So silly we’re about to argue where to talk. I’ll call my L in a day or so and set it up.
She walked me to the door as I left. I stopped on the way out and said goodbye to the AuntIL. She seemed surprised I was leaving so soon. W closed the door behind me before I had a chance to say goodbye.
I feel sad and drained. The dog is trying to cheer me up asking me to play. He has been moping around for the last several days eating half rations. He had so little interest in eating I began to worry about bloat. He seems better now though.
I’ll lurk here for a while hopefully I find something to cheer me up.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
