just when I was up, crashing down again

[canadianMrs.]

Thank you DelinquentGurl. Scylla, I think you are right about MLC. My SIL also mentioned it, but my DB and MC haven't said it. Although I'm wondering if MC sees it and why she suggested IC for him. After reading your post I researced it on the web and on here. I could check off almost every sign/symptom. I've had a lot of other explanations thrown out for his behavior, but this does seem to fit best. He is only 35, but we started young. Men in his family die young too...plus he's lost some close friends unexpectantly in the last couple of years. I also read that it is related to their wives reproductive years...strange because this all came out 6 weeks after I had a hysterectomy (due to a cancer scare which probably didn't help him question his own life/mortality).