I guess I am just getting frustrated and impatient. The events of last week really did more to bring my spirits down than anything. I keep thi king that the longer that this goes on for, the less likely we are to save our M. I know there are plenty of success stories and that anything is possible, but that is just how I feel. This has been going on for 6 months now, and we have been separated for 2 months now. It is just taking it's toll on me.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...