(((((Sanderika))))) There is not much I can say here except that I am feeling your hurt and pain. The positive of H going to court is that it will finally have some definitive action rather than the ongoing limbo you have been enduring for so long now.
As CW reminds you, this action will not bring H the happiness he believes he will receive.
You are a strong and resilient person and these strengths as well as your incredible love and compassion for others will enable you to move through these difficult times. Show this same dedication to yourself now.
