And I can't see you forgiving me. I wouldn't forgive it.
Similar words echo through time.
"I am not you, and don't use what you think I would or wouldn't do as the excuse justify your choice. What I will or will not do is up to me to determine."
I am not saying this is the opening dialogue to reconcilliation.
I am saying it is hard to see opportunities if you choose to blind yourself to them.
The idea in our head, of how a perfect reconcilliation should go, or what it would take for us to even think about it happening on our end...
Its a fantasy.
You still work for it, tooth and nail, inch by bloody inch, through the minefield.
Where you are Grit, and more importantly who you are and what you have become and done?
What does that phone call hurt?
If not you?
Then why not?
The door is cracked for a reason right? She asked. I'd see if she calls first, but...
Boundaries?
You can always modify your boundaries by your choice, even if it is temporarily.
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...and I'll wonder if you're going to leave.
she said that.
The difficult part is when being dark or dim...its hard to show that this fear of theirs is now unfounded.
This choice is yours Grit, and it's a hard thin line.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
