just when I was up, crashing down again

[canadianMrs.]

My thoughts exactly about being friends!! I'd be going home to my real friends, so I won't need his type of friendship. We've been together since we were 16, I don't think he even knows how to think about our future without me in it...despite what he says.

I'm just going to go back to doing my thing. He still continues to do things that make me wonder. He came home from work early today (just me and him), which never happens. He keeps starting conversations etc.

I'm wondering about sleeping arrangments. The last 2 nights I've been sleeping in a separate room. I told him it was because of my cold, but I just wanted some space. Its funny about that too; he actually talked to me yesterday about why was I really sleeping in another room. I stuck with the cold story. Why does he care. I would prefer to sleep apart, but is that going backwards.

You certainly made me feel better today. I hope your husband comes to his senses.