Lookin' back

"Oh look at what we've become
torn and broken to the bone
we stand with pride and lying eyes.... whoa
Oh we've taken this trip before
But we're looking back and still wantin' more
I can't seem to see how we end up here... whoa

(chorus)
Standin' at the crossroads
my senses fail me once again
my heart and head cannot mend
and the what ifs and could have beens no longer take precedence
When we're bleedin from the wounds we've inflicted
is this the 'we' we've build
ohhh... just lookin' back... ohhh just lookin' back

Ohh... he said, she said I'm the right one
does it really matter in the long run
Is this why you stayed... whoa
Ohh... there's people dyin' and cryin' in God's name
but we go over and over and over again with this stupid game... whoa

(chorus)
Standin' at the crossroads
my senses fail me once again
my heart and head cannot mend
and the what ifs and could have beens no longer take precedence
When we're bleedin from the wounds we've inflicted
is this the 'we' we've build
ohhh... just lookin' back... ohhh just lookin' back"

C.R. - E.S.

http://www.ourstage.com/profile/middleroad/songs#

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My W wrote and recorded the above song in early 2010.... It is about our R.

I heard the lyrics... heard the words... yet I didn't get how much trouble my M was in.

"Lookin Back"... I would LISTEN to my W and what she was saying to me... how unhappy she was... how lonely I had made our M... How stubborn I was.

Advice so many of here should heed.

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M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce