"Oh look at what we've become torn and broken to the bone we stand with pride and lying eyes.... whoa Oh we've taken this trip before But we're looking back and still wantin' more I can't seem to see how we end up here... whoa
(chorus) Standin' at the crossroads my senses fail me once again my heart and head cannot mend and the what ifs and could have beens no longer take precedence When we're bleedin from the wounds we've inflicted is this the 'we' we've build ohhh... just lookin' back... ohhh just lookin' back
Ohh... he said, she said I'm the right one does it really matter in the long run Is this why you stayed... whoa Ohh... there's people dyin' and cryin' in God's name but we go over and over and over again with this stupid game... whoa
(chorus) Standin' at the crossroads my senses fail me once again my heart and head cannot mend and the what ifs and could have beens no longer take precedence When we're bleedin from the wounds we've inflicted is this the 'we' we've build ohhh... just lookin' back... ohhh just lookin' back"
My W wrote and recorded the above song in early 2010.... It is about our R.
I heard the lyrics... heard the words... yet I didn't get how much trouble my M was in.
"Lookin Back"... I would LISTEN to my W and what she was saying to me... how unhappy she was... how lonely I had made our M... How stubborn I was.
Advice so many of here should heed.
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce