I wanted to read your post several times my friend. I know you are hurting and I believe that we are close to the same place. Almost a calmness that is hard to explain.
You can never predict your future so there is no point in trying. Trust life and live without expectations, you will be surprised at how relaxed and enjoyable life becomes once you stop trying to control it. It’s very true that whatever happens just happens for the good – remember that you always grow with every adversity. Dealing with rejection may turn out to be an experience that helps you become a better person and gives a depth to your personality
I am thinking of you this week FOBD. I know how you feel.
