It is 10 PM, and I cannot stay up any longer. He has not called to say that he's not coming home tonight, but I would be surprised if he does come home. He had promised that he would call if plans changed, but I've believed little of what's come out of his mouth lately. I wonder if I continue not to contact how long he'll stay away. If this continues, I don't want him to have anything to do with the baby. I refuse to let someone this unpredictable and irresponsible be in her life.
