9 no worries. The truth of the matter is that it is very sad. In the end we live for ourselves hoping to save our M but realizing that we might not.
We come here looking for some secret sauce or phrase and realize we can only work on us. That is ok. I have seen some people make it from the ashes just in my short time here. I have seen some people leave and some people stay.
Sometimes even if you do all the right things you still won't make it.
It is reality.
My obstacle has always been the distance. I am not waving my white flag yet. I am just acknowledging that it is a possibility
