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[ninelives]

Thanks for your input Jack.

I have anger about this for sure and will try and use it more as a shield.

i dont think I have lashed out at her for the last few months but I have ignored her alot at times.

She doesnt like being ignored and always seems to want to engage, (hate to use that word) when that happens.

She does admit at times that she is doing the wrong thing to me and others but I cant understand for the life of me why she would contiue to do so..... Unless she is machevillian(sp)
the end justifies the means.

Meaning that yes , it was bad in what she has done but she needs to find happiness and she didnt have it with me and our family.

I am trying to react to everything she does from here on in with indifference. Its all I have to give I think at this point.

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