Things have not gone well. As I posted earlier I had always craved contact from her whether it was good or bad and have most likely destroyed any chance I might of had. I asked my counselor "How do I stop contacting her when I crave it so badly" and he had no answer for that. Last week my daughter was with me and wanted to stay another night but the night before my W had shut off my phone so I was vindictive and didnt call her to tell her that our daughter was staying another night. That didnt go well and ended up with her filing for a restraining order and full custody. I was going to contact a DB Coach but I think it is probably pointless now. On the bright side, I have stopped contacting her. I still want her back but she has told me that I blew any chance of her ever wanting me back.
