Partner left after 9 yrs - reconciled now married!

[AliSuddenly]

Glad you are alive K! Hmm... maybe flying is a bit ambitious!

H favours driving/ferry to Brittany in France as its only 1 1/2 hrs to ferry port for us here and 6 hour ferry, then 1 ish hour other end to the holiday accomodation... doable ??? I got it wrong, the baby would in fact be THREE months old! So maybe a bit young.

Things are quiet for me too... still feel hurtful memories from the past wierdly creep in at the oddest times, strange, will they ever totally go away !?? I guess it was a massive trauma at the time, so perhaps not. Still impossible to square the man who gets out of bed to make me hot milk at 4am and rubs my back to the man who moved out and wouldnt even give me his address...