New and saying hello

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Today is a hard day for me. Not sure if it's because the weather is crappy or what, but my spirits are low.

I've been trying to get a handle on my anxiety, reading positive self help quotes, as I tend to always think negative things.

I find myself checking my phone constantly to see if he texts. And every time he doesn't I beat myself up because I should know better.

I'm trying to not worry so much about him and worry about me, but it is very very hard.