Is it sinking in that the grass isn't really greener?! I commend you for using your DB skills well. You did great!
Thanks Zen for the encouragement.
I don't know if H. is catching a clue, but he's been sick as the kids have been. Perhaps that makes him miss the care and attention he did get from me, I don't know.
I do think reality is getting ready to smack H. and hard. I see a crash/burn coming and so can many others associated with me. Fact is, he can't continue to live the way he is. That's just economics.
I'm doing what I can to insulate myself from the fallout. Other than that most days I'm reasonably happy, some days I'm ready to take on the world and shake it up, and more frequent days I'm in the pit.
When I'm in the pit I'm usually here!
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
