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[ninelives]

Man am i having a down day. Just finished a workout with my class and just feel like crying for the first time in a while.

I have lost my best friend. She was that for sure and I felt that i was hers.

If this is all about intamacy and how she feels we have no connection, that is a huge trade for your entire life.

I will contiue with the darkness but I do feel an emptiness after spending the entire week with her last week due to the circumstances of her mothers death.

I wonder how things would have played out had her mother not died.

I can only imagine how effed up she is as everybody really says that about her now.

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