I too am leaving my marriage and my H at the feet of our Lord. I keep hearing "Patience" which is something I have needed to work on for a long time. I also know, that I need to BELIEVE and TRUST the Lord. It is much easier said than done, I know! My brother waited 5 years to get back with his W. I keep thinking "Can I wait that long?" If I am to believe what the Lord is telling me, then I will wait that long. In the mean time, I have to get on with my life and that doesn't mean dating, but taking care of me and my daughter. Looking towards God everyday for the blessings he has sent my way.
I lost my job one week after H moved out and that is trying on me too. Some days I deal with anger and bitterness, and those days I pray that God will heal me of this and other transgressions. I know that God has to work on me before I am even ready for Him to bring my H to his knees. I need to be prepared and ready for when our Lord keeps His promise to restore my marriage.
Keep praying and have total belief in what the Lord is telling you. Don't listen to the world or others, listen to the Lord. Your wife is not what is going to make you happy, our Lord is who will make you happy.
God Bless
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
