How do you trust someone who isn't sorry?

[hope2011]

Thanks everyone. Its been a bad week. I'm out of town, dealing with my grandmothers death and helping my mom. She died 5 states away from where she wanted to be buried so that was hard with the transport. She had 8 kids so there was drama and I had to deal with a lot of it and I was the one who had to check the coffin for damage to her body before the rest of the family saw here. H lost his job. The boys are in trouble. The furnace is dead. I am dreading going home tomorrow. Leaving a sad situation to deal with a bad one. H and I are getting along ok. He was there when she died, not for the funeral. But right now I just want to disappear from everyone pulling at me, all the pain. I feel alone and it $ucks.