H still living in home but cheating

[abbey1989]

Bad day. UGH!
Spring break at school so OW is off this week. H will surely be spending time with her. In fact, on one of his projects, he mentioned that they somehow came up short on some materials and he might have to go to Monterey this week to search for replacement (unique material...that is true). So of course in my mind...OW is on break....H wants to go to Monterey...hello!

My mind races ahead. How can I catch them? Should I give him the benefit of the doubt? Does he even deserve that?

He went on a supposed bike ride on Saturday, but his riding clothes were still clean when he returned. LIES.

Last night I slipped up and we were watching a TV show and a gal talked about being deceived (in this case it was by her country's gov't), and all I could say was...IT *UCKS TO FEEL THAT WAY. It just came out.

Then this a.m. I asked where he started his bike ride on Saturday. He told me another LIE I'm sure.

We went to the gym together, but I am sure I am giving off a negative vibe because he was quieter than usual.

So...now I'm blowing it and have called him 4 times in the past 1/2 hr and he hasn't picked up. I scheduled a DB coaching session for tomorrow a.m. I have no one to talk to and I feel so depressed and sad.

Thanks for listening.......

Back to work.