New and saying hello

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Thank you for the welcome. And I apologize if this thread is duplicated I didn't realize the board was moderated and just thought my post didn't post for whatever reason and posted it again.

We have been married 5 years in June
No kids together, I have 2 S from previous M and he has a S from previous relationship
He left Feb 20 and no papers have been filed.

We actually had dinner last night. He asked to meet me and I agreed. It was the first time I have seen him in a month and I was so nervous.
I made every attempt to look my best and I was glad he noticed.
Our dinner was nice, I did get a little emotional but over all it went good.
We went for coffee afterwards.
He said he knows he doesn't want a D-yet. Whether he wants one in the future only time will tell.
I don't want to assume anything, but I *think* he wants to make sure that the woman he left isn't going to be the same person he goes back to.


He suggested that we "date" for a little while (exclusively) and see how that goes.
When we left, he kissed me goodbye and told me he loved me.

I am just so scared. I have done several 180's and want to keep it up.
I have also started C for myself and have been going for almost 4 months to try and deal with my issues of fear of abandonment, low self esteem, anger, and insecurity.

I am just so scared it is too late for us.