wow, just rereading my post just from a few minutes ago...I can see that first, I'm glad to have a place to vent and blow off steam and second, I'm glad there is support to set me straight.

You are right that I do see things. I really do. Sometimes it's that I'm not seeing the things I want. I have to not only stop the expectations but enjoy what I am getting.

thanks for clearing me out here smile

m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE