Stuck Like Crazy Glue II

[ScaredinCanada]

Update:

So last night me and W were talking again about the future, about downsizing and focusing more on the family.

I told her at one point that I'm really frustrated that she continues to make no effort with me, while going full steam ahead with plans for her to be happy.

I struggled to get to sleep after she was very short with me, not wanting to talk and told me that just isn't attracted to me now, so she doesn't want to try.

Just 5 minutes ago she called me at work. She just says, "I just called to apologize for last night, the way I treated you and the things I said. I'm just really disappointed at where I am in my life, it makes me sad." She went on to say that she can't stand my family and really doesn't want to have anything to do with them - that they don't care about her and don't seem to care about the kids. She said she wants to do what's best for the kids (still sounding like she's sacrificing herself to that end - and staying with SIC)

I just told her that I understand and that I appreciate her saying she's "sorry".

I felt like things have been slowly moving in the right direction, but at some point we need to actually do something to heal our us.

Where too now?!? I guess I keep slowly being a better man, and I'll bring up going to MC again. She did bring up that she sees I'm different now, she's still frustrated with the fact that it took so many bad years to get here.

SIC