most people would be thrilled with simply knowing their partner loves them, but you need more.
WHY do I need more? I wish I knew. You are right, this SHOULD be enough. I think I am scared to death.
I was questioning his motives early on in things and wondering why he was avoiding marriage.
He wants to make sure he doesnt jump in TOO quick. He says he wants to make sure we can get along. He is SCARD TOO. PLUS it doesnt help matters the way I am.
Would he rather be playing that game or talking to you?
I asked him this and he said sometimes game sometimes me. He is a pretty honest guy.....or seems to be to me. He says i is addicting and knows he should be doing other things. He has admitted this and is trying to do better and he is.
Thanks Ian and no I am not seeing a therapist. I can not afford one. I can however tak to my Pastor and I do.
On another note.....my son told his girlfriend that I left his dad. This concerns me because why would he say that, he knows what his dad did. I really miss my boy.
