I can't help you 9. I don't k kw if you should go or not. My intuition tells me no, but I also know that I would want to go.
Think of it like this...if you don't go, do you really think that it will make things worse...I don't. It may make it uncomfortable for her with her family that you are not there. IDK!!!
Bu this is the life that she is asking you for, she should have to start living it, you are in a bad way!
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...