islander, i know how hard this is

but to not call is for the best

i had the strongest urge to text my h llast night and ask "do you ever think of me?"

i was dying to do it

but i really thought about it

"what could the possible outcome be?"
"what am i looking for?"
"how will i feel when he most likely doesn't respond?"

this morning i was so glad a more thoughtful head prevailed

the moment passes and you will be happy that you didn't surrender to it

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