An hour later and now I'm back to where I was before TrueGritter said anything. Now I'm once again feeling the best thing I can do is be supportive and make it easier for her to leave. That's the way she is telling me she wants to me to show my love for her right now.
Jesus this is hard.
But thankfully we have Cat:
Originally Posted By: cat04
Busting,
With you, I have seen extreme highs and really low lows.
You have to try to stabilize yourself a bit.
...Try to find a bit of balance.
Practice not touching the hot stove for a while.
It isn't that hard, you just have to force yourself sometimes.
Okay. It's not that hard to keep my hand off of the stove. It's not that hard to slow way down and protect myself from being burned or hurt.
LTFU meets STFD
Lighten The F*ck Up Slow The F*ck Down.
I have control. I'm a good man. I deserve to be happy and calm and clear within myself.
And now I have absolutely no problem at all taking whatever time I need to figure out whatever is best for me. No matter what I have promised others, or what others have promised me.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
