Islander , you cant second guess yourself at this stage. Its a natural thing to do but where does it get you except keeps you in the pain zone.

Whats done is done. You have your present situation and you have to deal with that situation the best way you can.

Even if that means some day really moving on and letting her go for good.

Hardest thing you may ever have to do and God willing , this wont happen but to focus on the past and play the wouldof ,could of shouldof game will NOT let you HEAL.

Learn from your mistakes but dont dwell on them.

I wish I was as good as taking my own advice as I am at giving it.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11