The thing is country, she has to figure this out herself. I can't hold her hand for her. She knows I will do anything to work on our marriage, that I hav forgiven her, and that I will not hold this against her. She is content with being my friend, and going about her life. She told her mom she considers me a close or best friend. WTF, seriously. As I have said bf, you don't treat true friends like this.

I will not be her friend. I will not hold her hand as she walks away from me. These are her choices, and they have consequences. Losing me completely is that consequence. I am fully prepared to deal with the consequences of my decision, even if it is HARD to do

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...