I know its tough Islander. Its like you dont want contact in your head but that damn heart seems to take control.

Everytime the phone rings or there is a text, the head is saying please dont let it be her but you know you want it to be her in any form you can.

This will subside the longer the NC goes on. So it is a very painful thing for now but with that pain, you will get to the other side.

It is a cruel game to be sure but its one that you MUST get good at Islander if you are to get to the other side in tact.

My thoughts are with you often man.

Keep it up and DONT you slide looking for excuses to contact her.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11