"Dedicated to Jenny:"

So yea FB2.. that again was a good post.

It fit..

And I got to see a video.

Basically what I gather from your post is that..

In her choosing me... I win.

But it implies that I should look elsewhere.

"(Bridge:)
It's a paradox
Full of contradictions
How I got from there to here
It defies all logical explanation"

There is a logical explanation as to why "we" keep coming back to this place.

We both are choosing it.

I am just not sure why.

Let me give you an example..

She said in C that the issue of me not wanting my son to sleep in the bed was because she thinks our bedroom needs to be a freak show. I am not a freak show kind of guy. I clearly have not implied in any way, shape or form that this must happen.

Basically what she was saying is that she thinks me moving my son every night is because I want sex. And this is why I make a big deal about it.

To a point.. she is right.

But.. there are SO many things wrong with that thought that I don't even know where to start in changing things.

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.