Another day down and haven't talked to or heard from My W. This is very hard, but I have to remember I really don't have any other choice unless I quit, and that is not an option.

I am lost right now. I tell people all of the time that I am going to be ok, but I find myself questioning whether of not that is true. At the end of the day, I believe it is. I just have to redefine my life and what ok means.

Like S_C said, things seem to be going fine until they show interest, and then it is all downhill from there. A cruel game if you ask me.

I know this, one day in the not so distant future, we will all be able to hold our heads high and walk with dignity, honor, and integrity, bc we know we did everything we could to save our marriages, regardless if we are successful


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...