The last two days have been difficult for me. After being asked to watch the movie with her on Thursday night, I have had to calm and slow myself down cause I'm ready to go home and start building a new R with my W and family.
She has the kids this weekend so I have keeping myself busy with family and work but I continue to anticipate the next move by her and so far it isn't happening.
One of the many things that I have developed through this is a stronger belief and bond in my faith. Since I have been out of the house I have ben wanting to attend mass as a family. I have made it clear to the W that I would like this but so far she has been against it. After watching that movie, I am determined to not give up on my M and will ask again tonight about mass tomorrow.
