PINCH ME of HIT ME with a 2x4

[ninelives]

Like to be on that yacht.

Okay another update. I called and asked how she was doing today.
Still being the support for the mourning. Less than a week.

She says she feels a little better and then we make small talk and then I quickly say can i talk to the boys.

Talk to my youngest, we make small talk and then I ask him whats for supper. She is going to have some pasta I bought for them and then he asks If I want to come for dinner. I said whos asking he says mom.

I have ribs thawed and ready to cook so I ask them if they want to come here and she accepts.

Just want to keep it really light, the four of us will have dinner at my house which she has not been welcome to come into for a very long time. She designed this house BTW when we built it 7 years ago.

She is living in a tiny little house that although its cute, for a starter house, its not what she would like at this juncture in her life.

As a matter of fact, our previous house which is way bigger than her current house was waaaaaaay too small according to her.

So i am expecting them any minute now.

Hope this goes off without a hitch and NO anxiety for me. I MUST not look at her too much and picture her as my wife. Just a guest that has come for dinner.

Wish me luck.

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