Thanks FOBD. I know that one of my biggest issues is trying to analyze everything. I do it in all aspects of life.

I did get sucked into one last little bit of contact last night. She asked how much she owed me for the second installment of her mortgage/bills payment for the month. I thought about before I did it, but I sent her a funny link. I had heard about this website called kitty wigs. Just what it sounds like, wigs for cats. Anyways, I knew she would find this hilarious, so I sent it to her. She was cracking up!!! Every once in a while I like to throw out those little things that remind her of our connection. Our shared sense of humor is one of those.

Other than that, she did ask why I never sent a pic of D. I just said I was "real busy." The whole thing was only a few texts and on my last one I ended it by ending the text with 'night (purposely leaving out the "good" part).

I feel good about a couple things here. She does get me talking more than I would like sometimes. She will send something with a question I am obligated to answer, and then when I do she replies right back, knowing that I am there, it becomes tougher to ignore. So this time I just took the opportunity to slip in a little joke, and then ended the convo on my terms. I also feel a little weak that she sucked me in once again. Oh well....


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