You are not alone on your journey. We are in the same place, having to do the same thing. Be strong. I am doing my best too, and it isn't easy. And then I remember, this is the only way to go unless I throw in the towel, and to me, that makes about as much sense as what my W is doing now.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...