She texted me last night at midnight saying that she is sorry that I have anxiety now too. That is the nothing to be ashamed of according to me. And then she wishes for me to have some good sleep.

What a saint. This is going to be a long journey to health.

let me start it today. Even a jounrney of a thousand miles begins with the first step.

My first step today will be a conscious decision to detach and Put hope away for NOW, and maybe forever.

Need to really stop focussing on her and what she is doing and who she is with.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11