She texted me last night at midnight saying that she is sorry that I have anxiety now too. That is the nothing to be ashamed of according to me. And then she wishes for me to have some good sleep.
What a saint. This is going to be a long journey to health.
let me start it today. Even a jounrney of a thousand miles begins with the first step.
My first step today will be a conscious decision to detach and Put hope away for NOW, and maybe forever.
Need to really stop focussing on her and what she is doing and who she is with.
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