So after the nasty exchange from earlier W calls back around 5PM
W: Hey what are you up to?
M: packing up some stuff in my office
W: I wanted to call and apologize for earlier. I did not need to be nasty to you. It is not your fault I hate my job and it is not your fault the laptop stinks
M: Thanks. I appreciate it.
W: It is easy to blame you for everything going on in my life but I realize it is not all your fault. I did not mean to be a b!tch about it. It is kind of hard when you don't fight back. Which is kind of weird because you like to argue
M: I know you are not irritate with me all the time. Its fine.
W: I want to be angry with you all the time at you but I can't. It's not fair. I don't walk around all day angry and I am not angry all the time just sometimes. Mostly when i talk to you
M: Oh thats nice lol I get that though it sturs up feelings
W: yeah it does. I guess i am still a little bitter. I wanted to flip your TV on the floor when I left and stomp on your Play Station and throw your $300 surge protector out the window before I left
M: lol wow. I am glad you did not do that. I think had you done that you would would have received a visit from me. I am sure my plane would of gotten to OK before your truck.
W: LOL yeah prob. I guess I am just too nice. You know only one friend showed up to help me pack when I left
M: Yep you know who your real friends are at times like this.
W: Yep that is the truth.
M: That is why I have surrounded myself with people in the same boat as us. Helps me out. They get it
W: Oh yeah. How do you meet these people
M: Somebody tooned me in to a website
W: Wow you have a lot of hope huh LOL. I don't want to give you any false hope
M: Nah I control my hope. Not you. I will decide. I have a real clear perspective on what is going on
W: Welll good.
Talked for a few more minutes about what she was doing tonight and then hung up. Whole convo lasted about 30 min
