Turned a corner

[verysad2day]

I am having a bad day. The good memories have flooded back along with some of the things H said to me the last time we had a R talk 2 weeks ago (he is crying)

Husband talking:

"I know if I take my rented room off of the table, you will go back to your old ways"

"We tried this before and here we are again"

"I don't want you to be alone"

"I don't want to have to start over either"

" I have noticed all of the changes and effort that you have made. I know I haven't returned any of it"

"I have wasted a lot of money"

"I should move and see if we can start over"

" Your old boyfriend told me you would change"

"You have your head in the sand about your daughter"

"I hated to come home"

"I do love you, but" (then nothing)

"I don't know what to do"



I am sure there is more, but that's what I remember now. I would love some feedback and some new strategies.