Just making a quick note here to remind myself that my redemption for 30 years of mistakes and poor decisions can now be found in staying on course everyday towards achieving my 60 day goal.
Doing this do-able thing I have now set out to do will give me back all my confidence and more. It will restore my power, my swagger, my mojo, my juice, my thirst, my joy...It will give me the freedom of full expression, self-respect, validation... and the best chance in the world of healing myself, being truly, deeply, madly, profoundly, absolutely congruently and consistently balls to bone happy with myself...It will finally give me the time and space and grace and freedom to start building awesome new relationships with everyone I love...
And as a side benefit, it will undoubtedly make me the brightest and most attractive flame in the eyes of my True Love.
Just putting it out there as a reminder to me and God.
60 days.
Actually, it's 67 days until May 25th when I stand triumphant on the top of my Mount Everest. So I've got one extra week of preparation before my 60 day blitz.
Hey! Ho! Let's go!!!
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
