Oh my crazy indeed! One day my husband got himself all tied up in knots in trying to justify himself and started spewing a load of crap. The funny thing is that he stopped, got this funny look in his eye, and suddenly said..."I don't know what I'm saying!" and suddenly left the room.

I had to stop myself from laughing sarcastically. Maybe it is really a disease.

I look at our pictures and see how happy we were prior to the bomb, and post bomb - all of H's pics show his misery -no smiles, his eyes look flat.


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go