PINCH ME of HIT ME with a 2x4

[ninelives]

She does and all of you are right. TG, Sandi, Country, Denver, Islander, FOBD, the list goes on .

I KNOW what i must do. I was not a weak man once BUT G0dd0mn it, I cant get her out of my heart. I just saw her today at another function and I could not stand it any longer.

I politiely told her I had to go home and contact a friend that is in a crisis, which is true. I cant be in the same room with her right now.

She just got her hair done and was getting a massage by my youngest son and she looked amazing. Its just too much for me to bear right now. I have been with her since Tuesday morning more or less and after our talk today, i am just sad and cant fake it today. I think leaving was my best course of action.

There are sometimes when I cant put on airs. I am who i am. Usually what you see is what you get when you see me.

Dont want to give up but honestly, have people actually seen a situation like this work?

When she says she doesnt have any passion for me and hasnt for along time if ever.

Okay, hopefully pity party is over.

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