Am I Being Unfair ?

[misshim]

Does is really seem like I want him back? Wow!! I don't know. I don't like the panic attacks I get when I think about him. The fact that before he divorced me he said that he knows that I am a good mother to our d6. But now that our D6 needs extra help, he thinks I'm a loser.

He knows how much I love our d6. I told him that I will do anything to protect her. I feel frustrated at the lack of him caring about our d6. Sure he has her for 9 hours total a week. From what I understand, that is good for someone in MLC to do. I don't force him to do it, he wants to. But then play with her or do her homework or extra reading when you have her. but he doesn't and that's not right.

Do I want him back?? NO, do I want him to grow up and be a good father? Yes, but now I'm afraid that he might try and take our d6's new medication or try to sell it. I guess it is just depressing to have to worry about that kind of stuff right now.

But thanks for answering me. This road just [censored] ! I hover around these boards and some days are more positive than others.