Been trying to think of a post here. This is a fear of mine as well. I don't know what the future holds so for now I am just acknowledging the fear. At some point I might realize all feelings for W have devolved to indifference. I guess when I realize that I will be done.

If you’ll indulge another movie reference, In Twister, Aunt Meg tells Jo “He didn’t fulfill his part of the contract, he didn’t pine for you”
I have pined all I am going to.


BITS
Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55
D 30
S 27

You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill