Standing up to the punches

[Queen_of_Swords]

This feeling has been coming to me for a week now. Maybe it is a stage. The only thing i pray to god is to keep the fire of love for my wife alive. I need that fire to exist just in case she changes her mind about us. I am so scared that it might die away one day and I might just move on never to look back at her again...

I relly feel you here. I too am afraid any love/passion/affection I had for my H is on it's way to dying. I am afraid that after a time this will turn to a mere sense of - "Oh, it's you." an acknowledgement and recognition of my H. and his existence and nothing more.