Met W and got a nice hug. Kept it very light and calm. Went very well. Did find out that group stayed up all night and at 2:40 am W went looking for bosses' hotel room (airport run was at 4:30). Trying to consider the positive: means that W didn't know where his room was during most of trip, no indication she ever found it that night. Went to play in my playoff game - found it very difficult to play, guys confronted me afterwards asking what was wrong. Kept it fairly general but they were reaaly great. Though I don't get out to see them very much these days and I am starting to relize how much I've withdrawn they were really great. Returned home and W went to bed, sleepng so far to the side of the bed she has one leg off and has built and sort of wall of pillows between us. I couldn't sleep.
Good news: I really did a good job being cool and calm. Bad news - somethings up.
