Sorry that you are feeling this much anxiety. I hope I wasnt the cause but I just dont want you to be blindsided like I was.
Did it hurt like hell. The worst I ever felt in my life, but the alternative was her to keep treating me like dirt while she was getting her yayas off with an OM.

So be cool SCared until you know for sure and then be cool in that instance as well.

Dont do ANYTHING when you are emotionally jacked up.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11