Get out of the house. Take a walk. Don't do anything that is emotionally driven. You WILL regret it.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
I am trying really hard... I cannot hang tonight this is driving me nuts and now the talk of possible affair is making me lose it even faster now! WHERE IS SANDI!!!!
STOP...think how will waking her up and telling her to leave get you to your goal? Will it push her further away? Are your actions a positive or a negative?
me:51 H: 48 No kids together M:14 years seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11 Piecing 09/14
her time table, not yours. The best thing I did today was take some time and read the archive section. Wise words, my friend. Nobody can be more insane of any of this than me. Hang in there.
me:51 H: 48 No kids together M:14 years seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11 Piecing 09/14
Well, I am in the attic for the last hour or so, she took her evening bath and when she came to bed, i decided to sleep upstairs. I grabbed the alarm clock and 2 pillows and came up here because we have a sleeper sofa and my main computer in this room.
I did not say anything, i just got up and left, she knew why but did not say a word.
So, still no concern in her or caring for me. I really feel it is done at this point. I was gone for those 2 weeks and not one time did she initiate the email, chat or phone call.
I feel I finally got to the point where I do not care what she does, even with my melt down here this past 45 minutes I am still ready for her to just leave!
