Another New Day

[islander]

I feel like I am in a better place today. A day of fishing did a lot of good for me and allowed me time to get a little more perspective.

I am going to take away whatever positives I can from the events of last week.

My W still loves me.
My W still thinks about me.
My W is very confused about the choices she has made.
My W is not as happy with OM as she leads me to believe.
My W KNOWS I love her, forgiven her, and will do anything to make our M work.

I am going to go back to what i was doing bf the events of last week, they were working. I will go dark except for what is absolutely necessary.

I will not focus on W and HOPE, but I will still love and care about her.

I will take care of mysf, my home, and my D and SD (when I can).