Hi - this is my first post. My husband is having an affair - started June 2010. I found out oct 10. We have 3 young children. I forgave home when I found out and we agreed to try again. Since then we have had periods when I think all is ok but then after a few weeks I find out he is still ringing her and seeing her. I don't want to loose him but I cant cope. I saw a txt from her on his phone a couple of days ago. He admitted to still seeing her & said he loves her not me & wants to be with her & eventually live with her. I feel devastated. I can't eat or sleep. I've been getting anxiety attacks & the last 2 nights got really upset. I went to dr today for some ADs to try & help me cope. He says he is not moving out yet & still cares about me but is going to keep seeing her. What should I do? I can't cope with my job & kids alone. Money is very tight too, I can't afford telephone coach - please someone tell me how I save my marriage. X
